As promised im makeing a journal entry. I just want everyone to know whats been going on in my life. Some of you know that i have been going to church for a couple of weeks but i've been becomeing more active in the church and by the grace of god it seems my eyes have been opened. As some of you know i got baptised about 2 years ago but after that i just kinda went and did my own thing now im going every sunday and taking part in the church events (when im not working that is) im even debating going to trinity collage to take some class there (its a christian school). But over the past week i've changed alot. This may be a shock to most of you but i no longer listen to all kindas of music for the past week its been nothing but christian music. I've completly give up caffine and im slowly working on what i eat. But its just gonna take some time for that lol. Also next summer theres a good chance im going to be going to africa with my church for a couple of months to do missionary work. This was decide after me and another member started talking about one of the familys that just moved to Vietnam to do missinary work. It litterly blew my mind that someone would give up everything for the lord. I had dreamed of doing that kinda of stuff for years and years but you never see it anymore and i got the honor of shaking there hands before they left. I tell you what at that moment my life changed. Its still all wierd in my head here i had been going my life just assuming everyone was assholes and here a family steps up and is willing to face perscution ande even death in there homeland just to better peoples lifes. (i'll continue this tommarow im really tired)